Ivy-Ice-Angel1984

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How difficult it is by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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How difficult it is

To Not Have You In My Life! To Think About You Daily & Wonder How You Are! To Desperately Want To Feel Your Arms Around Me! To Know I Cannot See Your Or Talk To You! To Know Your Lips Will Never Touch Mine Again! To Feel The Ache In My Heart Because Of The Absence Of You! To Not Hear Your Voice On The Other End Of The Phone! To Not Hear Your Knock At My Door! To Not See Your Wonderful Smiling Eyes! To Know I Messed Up! To Be Sorry & Not Be Able To Tell You! To Long For Your Touch, Your Affection & Your Kindness! To Know That I Disappointed You! How Very Difficult It Is To Have To Live Without Your Love!

What is? by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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What is?

What is Pain with out Sorrow? What is Love with out happiness? What is Hell with out heavan? What is Joy with out a smile? What is He with out me? What is Ice Cream with out carmel? What good is a mother with out a father? What good is An A with out A praise of joy? What is blue eyes with out brown hair? What is a boy with out a father? What is a Mother with out a child? What is a Dog with out a cat? What is a fish with out water? What is ? what is to become of me?

this is for you by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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this is for you

Swept me away Set me on fire Feel the heat in the wind As I Slowly fall apart without you Crying away the hours Till the morning light only to wonder How am I supposed to make it hurts too much to stay around and to love you I've given you my heart and soul something keeps us hanging on and on you desert me this way you're going to realize No one understands you like I do I had faith now I have reality so Baby, you can turn around and leave But I know that you'll keep Coming right back to me I have been hanging on and on To this fire that is sweeping Over my hear and soul Dreaming of you And crying till dawn You

Only time will tell... by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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Only time will tell...

As the sands of time flow threw the hour glass, we grow older and wiser. As the wounds of a broken heart heal slowly, painfully we learn what love is. As the society changes we learn how great we got it, regarless of our hearts As the mind grows we learn that life is full of mistakes As we realize our mistakes we learn that then can be forgiven As they are forgiven we learn what love is ... only time will tell what love is to you but to me, love is enjoying someones company, love is cooking dinner together, love is making each other laugh, love is knowing when time has told you, that you need eachother love is learning fr

Awake by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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Awake

There was a time when i saw you my heart fluttered with anticipation, Then there was a time when i saw you i almost died i wanted to fall to my knees There was a time when we were lovers my world was great and getting better every day Then there was a time when we were not my world was a dark, cold frighting place There was a time when i put you to rest i put you to rest in a poem Then there was a time when i wanted to awake you i then feared awaking you for the pain you have already done it still hurts but then again there was a time ceasar ruled before he great fall there was a time shakespear was on top of it all before

You know and now i know by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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You know and now i know

We both know there are words left unspoken, there are things we are dieing on the inside to say and embraces we are holding back that tear up us on the inside we both have heart broken, bruised hiding and all we do is play a childish game of look i have moved on in reality we have not as much as we wish.. we both are trying to become the person we should have been when we were together but we both know that together is sofar away and not what we need now with our broken hearts we wait to heal, and for time to reveal the true that you know and then i will know.

a womans worth by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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a womans worth

One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceableand able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a brokenheart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standa

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He haunts me by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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He haunts me

He is here, he is right next to me, i can feel it, i can evan smell him. as i walk to my car every night after work and go where ever i so choose, this happens I can feel him guiding me, i can feel him watching over me... i can sometimes if i look quick enough see him but only for a second... I can feel him hold me when i sit in the corner and cry.. I can feel him put his hand on my leg or on my hand when i drive... and sometimes my radio will just freak out and go to his station that he love to listen to. I walk down the street and i look over my shoulder all the time yeah all the time cuz i know he has got to be out there somewhere...Dk

The pain I feel by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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The pain I feel

I can smell you, you have just entered my bubble. I can feel you, your touch is so near all the time it hurts. I can see you, although i know you are really not there. I can taste you, when the wind blows. I can oh I can you are still hear, and i feel the pain. I can feel your heartache from my choices, I can feel your heartache from my lack of judgement, I can feel your heartache from your choices, Yet i can feel you free now, free of me, free of this town, free of all the things here... And most of all i feel you drifting away forever, while i still feel the pain.

Taking it all in by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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Taking it all in

I wake up, I do what i need to do for the day to begin, I start to think of you, I move on in my day with fear, regret, pain, sorrow, and worst of all with out you. I keep my mind busy with my world with out you, everyday i get better. I am better, you are gone. And i have excepted this... I moved on quickly and I still love you from afar. I am doing what i need to to continue my life with out you, yet part of me tryed to think of you and how my choice now will effect you if you were to come back to me. I think I am better, part of you is still here with me. Your in my every thought, dream and evan my nightmares. I find it hard to continue

Time to Rest in Peace by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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Time to Rest in Peace

Today I drank you away Tomorrow I will be busy Yesterday I cryed and almost died The other day I decided that my heartch is a dilusion of fear I fear being with you, with out you, and every where inbetween. You once said to me that we are alone Well that is how i feel alone you haunt as the vilin in my thoughts, my world, my dreams but in my nightmares your my hero you save me from all the evil, all my fears, and all my insecurities you save me half the time and half the time it is you who kills me then i wake up cold covered in sweet sweat crying out your name wishing you were near when you are so very very far so far i would

The man in the dark by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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The man in the dark

I am there waiting for you hiding in the dark, waiting like a vampris. in my long seductive dress i watch the world waiting for you to see me here with these sexy heals and fishnet stockings. You arrive my heart begins to rate threw me, you casually notice me and smile as you make your rounds to say hello to everyone. You get up on stage to sing, my heart drops when you start, your voice seducess me, your movments intrigue me, and when you look at me i want to bow to you so you know you have total control of me, thought i just stand and watch while you watch me... so seductively you sing. you come off the stage and sit, sit alone waiting for

not random but reality by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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not random but reality

Today is a new day, not so bright and not so new. Today is what i need to think about, not yesterday. I need to think about the future but all i can think about is the men in my past. I want to move on but my heart is stuck in the past... He is here, in my heart of hearts.. so is he replacing those i have lost. Is what i am feeling real or a fake image i want him to see. Am i really here or am i invisible to all, am i alowed to feel this pain. Am i allowed to move on, with no distractions from my past. my worable past that makes me who i am .. Can i be me or do i put on a front that the world likes to see. Should i be fake for the w

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Die With Me Tonight by soulsickle331, literature

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Die With Me Tonight

Vrs 1: This love will be to die for. Your taste is on my lips. I wanna feel your last breath slipping, Through my finger tips... Break: My hands they'll move so swiftly. I'll tuck you in so tight. there'll be no room for breathing, As you die with me tonight. Chrs: I wanna watch you fall asleep. Darkly down in dream. Your safe. It sounds so right. So die with me tonight. X2 Slightly over lapping. Vrs 2: Well i won't mind your end. If it's by my hand. So please don't hate me to much. i hope you understand. Chrs: Maybe a solo here not sure yet.: Bridge: I see your disease slowly rise. I'll wipe the hatred from your eyes.

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a womans worth by Ivy-Ice-Angel1984, literature

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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Hidin from the world
Favourite genre of music: all
Favourite photographer: me
Shell of choice: the one that he breaks threw ever day
Skin of choice: the one he touches with such passion
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie all the way 4 ever
Personal Quote: "A heartache is a dilusion of fear" ~Diana Marie~

Favourite Visual Artist

pink, evenessence, Mariah Carry, lil jon, usher, and chris brown

Favourite Movies

True Romance, Armagedon, Con Air, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Dashboard Confessionals, Smile empty Soul, Crossfade, april 6th

Favourite Writers

edgar allen poe,V.C Andrews, Ann rice

Favourite Games

falling in love

Favourite Gaming Platform

the beach

Tools of the Trade

Life Experience, My Heart, My Soul, and My Pain

Other Interests

gettin the rest of my life together

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Ivy-Ice-Angel1984

Oct 2, 2007

Love

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Ok i know it has been a really long time and i had to quit writin my feelings for a min but it is cuz it hurt more to write then to try to forget... but i have an update...  i am in love ... i found an old friend who i have love since day one and there has not been a day that has gone by in my life since he has been in it that i have not thought about him... so now we are tgether and i could not be happier... all the lil things we women love he does and never has to be asked. he treats me like i a queen... and i love him. .

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Ivy-Ice-Angel1984

Jun 6, 2006

LIfe is just as usuall as the next

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ok well i have been really really busy, my son, my mom, my bills, my life it all is really nice and peachy. i have my tattoo i will be puttin pic on asap but for now life is just typicall elaberated already if you and i are close peace out

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Ivy-Ice-Angel1984

May 6, 2006

LIfes Magic moments

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Well everyone it has been a busy few weeks for me since my last journal entrie but that is good cuz i have been working extra hours, helping mom and dad out, visiting my son who is doing great.... and i will be leaving again shortly on Tuesday for the U.P. again. I have 6 days off a welll needed and deserved vacation and the best part is i get to met his kids... oh you are all probally wondering who he is well. his name is Neal, :love:  he is great we have so much fun when we are together, :date: he has a great personallity, a good job, his own home, a 2 yr old and  a 4 yr old, and his family they are great ... i am not dating neal yet but it

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Vampirella87

Jul 8, 2007

_{Hey there

How are you?}

Void-W4lker

Feb 4, 2006

_{Thank you so much! Have a wonderful weekend}

Ivy-Ice-Angel1984

Dec 9, 2005

why do i always do this? I forgive forget and move on then they come back so actually why do they do this?

i want to change things but that never works either... so i

this the best i can and move on...

but i hurts ... oh hell i will just get over it

Doom bruce is back i saw him and it did not go so well... help my heart has fallen again

Ivy-Ice-Angel1984

Nov 19, 2005

Doom oh Doom where have you been, have not seen you, have not hearded from you, where are you and how have you been, i am better, bruce who i did what oh i dont remember must not of happend..dk